Sick!

I found it could be a serious pain inside me!

Boring.
but i can't be interested from any of advertisement on internet,
because i know it's not real!
To realize more, to fell bored more...

commercial, virtual, unattachable, ... all this thought went around in my brain. kill all of my innocent spirit at a time.

i can help others to solve their problems. i can provide many kinds of solution to them but i can not help myself against this problem,..

so painful.
it's one of consultant's challenge?